So for the longest time, I haven't been writing honestly here. There are so many things that I could say that will hurt the people that I love. Why? Why not just speak my mind, results be damned.
I can't. I can't do that. I try to be nice, even if at times it is disadvantageous for me. Yeah. Class A martyr.
And because of that, I may leave this blog. I may go somewhere else. I may never return. There are so many memories here. This place is a good summary to the life I have led for the past couple of years. I've had a few life changing experiences documented here, some weird memories, a few loves, an equal number of heartbreaks, a few milestones and many, many words.
I gauge my life through my words - hoping to draw a picture with them as best I can.
I actually started this post, wondering if I should leave, but halfway through, I decided that, yes, I will leave. I won't write here anymore, although I won't delete it.
Thanks for reading, and thanks for all the positive comments, especially during a few hard times - I am surprised at how much a stranger's comment can help during a hard time, but it does tremendously.
So. I'll see you soon, then.
God speed.
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