i read through ALL my old blog posts yesterday..
i mean, all, even from the first blog..
it was like..wow..i honestly don't know how you guys could stand me last time..i was a lil whiny, a lil immature and a whole lot of stupid all thrown into one. wow...
and i use the word 'man' alot. it's so amusing to read the way and stuff i wrote and how there are emoticons and lil editor's note kinda stuff all in the blog. and most of them were very long.
and i realised i started blogging, to put honest thoughts out into the world..as opposed to always speaking in riddles and metaphors now.
you ever look back at the person you remember you were, and ask where it all changed?
i don't know where it all changed. but i do know that more importantly, i have changed. alot. and in my humble opinion, much for the better.
i don't know why i am saying this, except that i guess i was taking a trip down memory lane. and i look back at it mostly with an impassionate air. like the memories don't belong to me and i am watching it from a movie.
and i remember thinking to myself, wow, how could you have been sooo stupid? so blindly naive and so dumb.
i post alot of music back then and i don't even remember how they go..wow, change, again..
why did i take that lil journey? well..i don't have a journal back from then, i only started writing down thought, private ones this year. and all of it from back then would have gone into it had i one.
to all who commented then (i remember Ah-Phung's comments alot) and i read through them again..thanks, for the advice and the reading...
and i am hoping that whatever past mistakes i did, i will never, ever make them again.
life's too short, you know? to go on repeating the same ones.
make new ones instead.
